lol, just ignore this, because I'm just bored and updating a bunch of crap.

GAHH!! I'm really stressed right now, school is proving to be too much to handle, and because I have all honors this year and no study halls, the massive loads of work everyday and my lazy-ass self is a terrible combination. Plus, right now I'm working my butt off to finish these Christmas cards for school and a separate card for my other art class (which is total shit, but right now I'm focusing on the school cards because they're for a contest. I hate being competitive about this kind of stuff D8<. When I'm done maybe I'll upload them, but I can't guarantee that they'll be any good XD.

And though I should be focusing on the cards, I can't help but having the intensely strong desire to get off track and draw other stuff... I have so many ideas floating around in my head right now I have a headache from the flooding creative juices trying to flow out of my brain. I wouldn't be surprised if I'm sitting at my desk doing the cards and the stuff starts pouring out my ears.

STEVE!! Yea, sorry, tourettes moment. Just saw the Cirque Du Freak movie, and it was SOOO much better than I thought it would be. Those stupid previews made the movie seem even worse than Twilight (is that even possible?). But yea, according to my friend, everyone in that movie has a weird-shaped head. Which I regrettably agree with now. If I were to explain who the characters were to a friend who doesn't know their names, I'd tell them that Darren is the freakishly tall guy with a squash for a head and a partial lisp (COLLEGE, JOB, FAMILY! lol Darren Jr.!!) Steve is the hot, shortish guy with a big forehead (also according to my friend) and Gavner Purl is that freaky gay man with the funny moustache that is most likely Mr. Crepsley's bitch (dude, I though he was, you know, burly, buff, and not.... just..... so..... AUGH!!). But I digress, I loved the movie. I am down on my knees praying that it will be out for Christmas, though the possibility for that is probably fairly low. >.>

My mom keeps yelling at me to pick something out for Christmas, but I'm afraid to say that the only thing I want is *cough*seven hundred dollars*cough*. lol, I want Flash T_T then I'll be able to make that Steve dress up game I've always dreamed of making (lol jk..... but that would be nice *drool*). An underwater case and a new camera that I can focus manually would be nice too.

*sigh* Well, band season is almost at an end. I think we only have one or two more games, and then two parades... but parades HURT LIKE HELL. Yes, I'm in color guard, and PROUD OF IT. ^_^ You'll probably see some flag pics in the future. Maybe I'll make featured group next year as a sophmore. I'll just have to wait and see. Speaking of band and instruments, I gots a new violin!!! Haha, I know, I'm such a dork for being excited about getting a new instrument, but I am just so happy that I'm finally learning violin. I already play piano, and I hope that I can teach my self guitar (if i ever get the chance -_-). *giddy dance* I CAN PLAY MARY HAD A LITTLE LAMB!! I'M SO PROUD OF MYSELF!! ...... lol

Dear lord this was a long journal.... oh well, back to work. T_T Wish me luck!